Amani

How are you feeling today?

I'm struggling. I have multiple chronic illnesses, which unfortunately govern everything I do/can't do. I'm constantly grieving the life I used to have, and the life I would have, if I had my health. But I still manage to find pockets of joy everyday, which is what gets me through.

What are you most proud of?

My journey of healing trauma. It's taken a lot of courage, bravery, and strength. I've got a long way to go, but I've come so far, and I'm really proud of that. I'm also proud of how I use my story to help others, through social media and talks I give. It brings purpose to my struggle, which is a huge part of how I cope and feel fulfilled.

What is your biggest learning in life so far?

That no-one can do things alone. It's taken me years to learn how to ask for help, but I'm proud I'm able to do that now.

What are your hopes for the future?

Having lots of kids around me is a big part of how I cope with being CNBC, so I hope I continue to be surrounded by kids that I adore. I also hope that I continue to heal, and that someday I move from surviving to thriving.

What would you tell your younger self?

That you're enough as you are. That you're worthy of love and support.

When or where are you happiest?

In water! The sea or rivers. It's where I feel most at home and most myself, and the only place I get a bit of relief from my symptoms.

What would you like to say to wider society?

That nobody's worth is based on whether or not you have kids. Society tells us it is, but it's not. The constant questioning of "when will you have kids?", "why don't you have kids?" etc, is exhausting and painful. And the air of superiority that often exists within the non-childless community saddens me. I wish we could all just support each other exactly where we are in life, because we all deserve - and need - that.